i am living in number one anxiety panic world.
this is what I'm going to do:
-move back to Missouri, play music until my eardrums explode and then tour and sleep in cars
-move to LA and hate it but work really hard because of it
-move to NY and love it and be totally distracted but take up that internship opportunity with dream theatre
-travel all summer on a friend's charity and have my heart broken by children i can't save
-go to grad school for writing in sweden
not all of these things. maybe none of these things.
am i always so crazy this time of year?
am i always so crazy all times of year?
the moment i feel comfortable is the moment the panic begins.
content used to be my favorite color.
