i have headshots tomorrow and i've been eating like i'm pregnant with twins.
(my little brother and sister are twins, so i know what i'm talking about it.)
i haven't missed my period and i'm a safe sexor, but i keep thinking "what if i am pregnant?"
then i will not have an abortion.
because when i was in st. louis my mom looked me in the face and said, "aren't you glad i'm pro-life?"
because when i was in st. louis i saw juno and thought of my boss trying to conceive but probably adopting instead.
because yesterday i arrived to work very light headed, and my boss asked me if i was pregnant.
and i thought, "maybe." but said, "no."
and then fifteen minutes later she said she saw juno.
and i wonder if she thought the same things i thought when i saw it.
i'm totally a crazy magic wizard believer
and i'm sure i sent all these ideas into the air,
and they floated to chicago and into her heart and mind.
let's face it: that baby would be ridiculously adorable and hilarious.
and most likely a charming con artist.
but i can wait.
i was thinking of turning 21 while in my last trimester.
yeah, i can wait.
safe sex go!
